Its not the wrong place, it’s just the wrong timing.

I’ve felt frustration looking at where I am to where I think I should be. I sometimes have the intense feelings that I just should be further along in my journey. The journey of self growth, self love and the massive changes to get further along have to be made urgently.

I have lived like this for a long time, not so much anymore. Patience has grown stronger my knowledge has expanded so I can understand why things take time, why the best things. take. time.

I love the journey of becoming, it is a never ending process and who am I to rush the ever so carefully planned plan that has been aligned with me.

Many things in life may feel like they come at the wrong time or maybe you are just not quite ready yet. I look back over the past few years and feel grateful I didn’t get everything I wanted then and there because my mindset lacked certain aspects it needed in order to make the right decisions. 

I feel it year by year, more specifically day by day. That each moment leads me to the next and that next moment has a sole purpose that is one hundred percent for me. 

There will be times in life where you may choose the wrong decision, you may take a side street which leads you to the entirely wrong path. Its hard to know that it isn’t or wasn’t for you until you have reached the other side and endured the pain of the the alternative route. Unfortunately as many of us know, pain is the greatest teacher. 

Sometimes pain feels never ending, it can make you feel like its just us in this huge world. It can be a dark place but lucky for us, night will always turn to day and these feelings don’t last forever. Its hard not to fall victim to hard times but that’s why we get tested. Tested to see how far you fall and how fast you can get up. We are only dealt the amount we can handle, for some of us we are dealt more because we can handle it, and for others it’s less.

However no suffering is comparable, your trials and tribulations are yours and they are there to help you learn and to help you grow. 

I hope you don’t have to suffer, but if I’m unfortunately wrong and you do then just know, it is not forever and your night will in fact be day ever so soon, trust your journey.

Sending love,

K.